Today is the day
I have 4 weeks to make this happen. 10 pounds in 4 weeks. I believe it is possible, but a daunting task. I have been blogging about my journey off and on over the last few weeks. I have been Eating clean and working out, but so much has gotten in the way, and Ive struggled with these overwhelming feelings of being a failure. I went home for the weekend to visit my parents, and it was a lovely visit! I started feeling really great! I was eating clean, and I even got some fitness clothes when I was home. This got me stoked on what was to come! But being home made it hard! I didn’t have my usuals sitting in my own fridge. Is started with a small gelato at the farmers market, and before I knew it, I was gorging on snacks at the moves 2 days in a row! That turned into 3 days being back home before Ive gotten back into the swing of things! I needed to play catch up, which meant sacrificing my work out time and clean eating regime. I seriously feel like I have gained back the 5 pounds I had lost in my first 2 weeks… I look at these blogs about women who are strong and beautiful and never seem to fall off the band wagon, and I wonder why I don’t have that kind of strength… Why does the movie popcorn have such power over me!
But, Each day I continue to give up, and not do anything to change it, is another day I will be unhappy, and another day long fit will take me to meet my goals! I will be back home for a wedding in 4 weeks, and I want to look great! I want to be down 10 pounds! and I will be!
My new regime will be running every morning. I like starting out with cardio, and going in the morning always makes me feel refreshed! Then I will do my brazilian butt lift DVD and and variate between arms and Ab work outs. Sundays will be my days off!
I am following the eat clean stripped diet as well! Ill keep you all posted with my progress! In the future I still want to compete in a Bikini contest. but I don’t have the finds to hire a trainer. For now I just am going to get in the best shape I can on my own, and when I have reached my limits, I will take the next step! Im excited! and ready for my run!
Im going to do something about it! Im not going to sit around and eat chips wishing I was in shape! Bikini ready by August!